Hamba Allah

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Kuantan, Pahang, Malaysia
Ordinary muslimah. Say, 'LailahaIllallah, Muhammadur Rasulullah'. Islam is the way of life. Age: 248 months (update: 18/08/11), Currently studying as a Medical student (future Muslimah Doctor insyaAllah) at IIUM Kuantan.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Surat CINTA buat KAMU. =)

Salam'alaykum wbt...

*CAUTION!: This post is especially dedicated to a person whom I dear so much,
namely called ONE TRUE FRIEND*




Setahun yang lalu, kesabaran, ketabahan dan kecekalan hati ana diuji pabila Allah menarik nikmat yang cukup berharga buat ana. Ana putus persahabatan dengan seorang kawan baik ana atas dasar kesalah fahaman. Ana benar-benar “down” waktu tu sehinggakan ana agak kurang focus sewaktu mendengar kuliah dari pensyarah ana. Berbagai perasaan bercampur baur pada ketika itu dan ana rasa takda siapa yang akan pernah memahami perasaan ana melainkan dia mengalaminya sendiri.

Tapi, walau seberat mana ana rasa Allah menguji, Allah itu Maha Mengetahui. Allah mengurniakan ana seorang sahabat, sahabat yang benar2 sahabat. Seorang yang sangat baik dan terbaik. Allah Maha Pemurah dan Maha Penyayang. Dia menarik seorang rakan dan kemudian mengurniakan pula seorang sahabat buat ana. Ana tak pernah menyangka, si dia bakal menjadi sahabat rapat ana walaupun kami pernah sekelas sewaktu di CFS PJ lebih kurang 3 tahun yang lalu. Dia seorang yang pendiam dan tak banyak menyumbang kepada suara sumbang di dalam kelas. =)

Allah Maha Kuasa, Makhluk langsung takda kuasa… Atas kekuasaan dan takdir Allah, Allah menghadirkan si dia, BUKAN sebagai pengganti kepada rakan yang ana hilang. Malah, dia LEBIH BAIK dari itu. Alhamdulillah… Dia merupakan seorang sahabat yang baik yang mana kata-katanya bisa menghiburkan jiwa, telatahnya bisa menceriakan suasana, senyumannya bisa mengusik rasa. Yang pasti, dia bukan sekadar sahabat di dunia, malah di akhirat jua insyaAllah. Dia banyak membantu ana secara langsung dan tak langsung dalam keadaan apa jua sekalipun. Ana yakin, dialah sahabat sejati. Sahabat yang mana, melihat wajahnya mengingatkan kita pada Allah, kata-katanya mendekatkan kita pada Allah, isi percakapannya menambahkan ilmu pengetahuan kita mengenai agama Allah dan sunnah Rasulullah…

Dialah sahabat ana, yang mana ana masih ingin bertemu di dalam syurga kelak, insyaAllah.

Dialah yang bernama NOOR SYAHIDAH BINTI SHAIK JALAL DIN, sahabat dunia dan akhirat ana.

To Shida, EID MILLAD SAIED dear sahabat!


Mere pyare dost,

Sempena ulang tahun kelahiranmu yang ke-21, saya doakan semoga Allah merahmati sepanjang umur hidupmu dan melimpahkan kurnianNya yang tak terhingga nilainya. Semoga Shida sentiasa berada di bawah bimbinganNya dan menjadi seorang anak yang taat pada perintah kedua ibubapa, seorang gadis yang solehah, seorang isteri yang baik (bakal?) dan juga seorang ibu yang berjaya mendidik anak-anaknya kelak(bakal?). Semoga kita sama-sama dapat menjadi doktor yang berkhidmat untuk masyarakat, ikhlas kerana Allah! Bukan wang yang dipinta, tapi syurga yang kekal selamanya. Semoga hidupmu diberkatiNya selalu. Semoga kita sama-sama dapat terus berjuang atas agama Allah. Teruskan usaha walau sebesar mana jua halangan yang kita bakal hadapi. InsyaAllah pasti Berjaya kerana kekuasaan yang hakiki itu milik Allah. Segalanya berlalu dengan izin Allah… Kita cuma mampu berharap dan padaNya jua kita kembali kelak.

Dear beloved friend,

For all mistakes that I have ever done to you, I sincerely ask for your forgiveness. I couldn’t express how much I care for you as my best friend. I really love you because of Allah. I know, I’m not being the best girl friend that you have ever had. I have done so many mistakes to you that I shouldn’t do. You’re amongst the best things that have ever happen to me in my life. I’m no good as a friend for you. I’m really sorry if I have ever hurt you throughout our friendship.

Dear Shida,

I really hope this relationship between us will remain forever. InsyaAllah, Ameen.

"A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway," And that is YOU.
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out," And that is YOU.
"Friends are needed both for joy and for sorrow," And that is YOU.
"Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief," And that is YOU.
"A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have," And that is YOU.
"Good friends are like stars... You don't always see them, but you know they're always there," And that is YOU.
"Most people walk in and out of your life. But only friends leave footprints in your heart," And that is YOU.

Sekian sahaja, ikhlas dari Sahabatmu yang serba kekurangan,
NFIM





“In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.”
-Martin Luther King, Jr. (1929-1968)

*Sorry for avoiding you. Who ask you to refuse my special birthday treat for you on your birthday eh?! XP

Wassalam.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Are you REALLY a MUSLIM?

Salam'alaykum wbt...

I dont know what kind of things that initiate my heart and mind to write about this. But I'm pretty sure that I was influenced by 4 presentations from my classmates just now, who presented about the Civilization of Muslim Caliphate.I sure do gain lots of knowledge today. Something that's so precious! To know who we are and realize what our duties that we're carrying throughout our entire life living in this world.


Being a Muslim is something that people should be proud of. Not only that, we have to know that we have so many things that we need to think and do in order to brings back The Greatness of Islam. There's no time to think about or let ourself to be influenced by Hedonism, which is something that most people do. Many of us, well majority of us really fall for it. We enjoy hearing musics, watching movies, playing games, reading novel, yada3 instead of listening and learning the message that Allah send to us through Al-Quran. There's so many things that we SHOULD do. And yet, we never realize it.

I do sometimes despise myself for being so lagha and let myself drown into things that I shouldn't such as watching movies when I have free times. For the last few days, I didn't even open my Biostatistics, Epidemiology and Environmental Health notes (which is something that I SHOULD DO as a student).

See? How Hedonism have been so GREAT by controlling our mind and heart! Just like one of Maher Zain's songs which clearly stated:
"Yes it's easy to blame everything on the WEST, when in fact our focus should be on OURSELVES"
I should be more particular regarding Ummatic problem. I should focusing more on our brothers and sisters in Palestine. I should learn to help any Muslims who are my siblings in Islam throughout the entire world. I should improve my knowledge about history of Islam. I SHOULD be who I'm suppose to be as a MUSLIM! And that's the best way living in this world.

People can talk how eager they are to be Mujaheedin, fighting against any cruel power of the world. Yes, we are trying to bring back the Caliphate Era in front of our eyes, right now, so that we can live harmoniously in this world. Yes, we can talk! But do we really perform at least the very basic things to be applied in our lives?
1. Perform congregational solah (prayer) 5 times each day fulfilling Takbiratul Ula
2. Performing Solatan Sunnah
3. Du'a not just for the Ummah but mainly for ourselves so that we can be strong enough to be the best Muslim that serves for Allah
4. Giving sadaqah, not necessarily by giving money because money is NOT everything that counts to give a good and ikhlas sadaqah.
5. To be a Mukhlisin in whatever we do
6. To do good to our parents and siblings and also our keen
7. To do good to our friends by performing solah jama'ah, not jama'ahly watching music videos during Maghrib time!
8. To do good to our respected lecturers who have been sacrificing their holidays in order to know and help our work progress.
9. To love Allah and Rasulullah above everything, before your unlawful love ones (aka boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever you call them. Baby, dear, sayang or whatsoever, it doesn't matter. As long as it if unlawful, it will always remain as that!
10. Yada3.

There's so many basic things that we SHOULD do so that at least we will not be among people who contributed to bad things or bad names to Islam. (Na'udzubillah min zalik)

Look. People can be so excited when they talk about entertainment and politics. In fact, if there's any demonstrations, we can find so many people pooling on that particular place. But I found this status, I'm not sure where and when. But it states +- like this.
"There's so many people who have been so spirited to be mujaheedin. They said they want to fight for Islam. But I dont even see these people, the same faces(who went for demonstration) at the mosque when Allah calls them for prayer. In fact they just ignore the azan by the mu'azin"

See?

I'm not blaming anybody here. I'm truthfully and sincerely writing this to reflect on myself. As a Muslim, I know I can be better and I SHOULD be better. Instead of wasting my time facebook-ing(which is something that I dont do like I used to anymore), I should spend my time reading about histories of Islam, find at least some way to contribute something for Islam. That's what I'm supposed to do, now and then.


I cant comment more regarding what people should or shouldn't do. We know what's best for us. Well, Allah knows. Just in case you wanna fight for Islam, please DO SO. But do it in proper way and peacefully. But what we're doing right now is none of that. We are so divided! And now we still wanna fight for Islam? UNITY! Unite first! Then only talk about jihad. Or is that not the right way? Fine. Fight for Islam without supporting one another. We can see whether we can win or LOSE BADLY in the future.


"And hold fast all together by the rope which Allah (stretches out for you) and be not divided among yourselves; and remember with gratitude Allah's favor on you; for ye were enemies and He joined your hearts in love so that by His grace ye became brethren; and ye were on the brink of the pit of fire and He saved you from it. Thus doth Allah make his signs clear to you: that ye may be guided". (Verse 013, Al-Imran).


Abu Hurairah, radiyallahu 'anhu, reported that the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, said:
"Do not be envious of one another; do not artificially inflate prices against one another; do not hate one another; do not shun one another; and do not undercut one another in business transactions; and be as fellow-brothers and servants of Allah.
A Muslim is the brother of a Muslim. He neither oppresses him nor humiliates him nor looks down upon him. Piety is here - and he pointed to his chest three times. It is evil enough for a Muslim to hold his brother Muslim in contempt. All things of a Muslim are inviolable for another Muslim: his blood, his property and his honour." [Muslim]


Isn't this enough?

Wallahua'lam.

Wassalam.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Skyscraper!

Salam'alaykum wbt...

It feels great! Now I understand why people always adore their nieces or nephews even though they're not even their own kids. Babies and children... They came directly from heaven with pure heart and adorable faces. That's what makes us become really attracted to their cuteness. Name me who doesn't? =D

Now I have one nephew on my own. And it feels great! Alhamdulillah... It's a blessing from Allah SWT. =) We were so excited to have him as part of our not-so-small-but-not-that-big family. And when we received the news from my brother that SAF was born on Tuesday, I'm actually the MOST EXCITED person! Oh well... pardon me. =P

And because of this cute little boy, my family and I have to fly away directly from Kuantan to Penang, to welcome him in our lives!
*Well, actually, I think it's kinda because of me... Well, I'm not that patient enough to wait for another few weeks to see him! So, I kinda force ask my parents to go together as soon as we can. And we end up buying airplane ticket on the spot. Can you imagine how much does it cost??? It's so expensive. SERIOUSLY.*


Salam'alaykum. Irummi My name is Shah Adam Fadly a.k.a SAF. B-D

There it goes. We met him. And he's so adorable!!! And now I miss him already. Hahah~ Thinking of his bad habit, this boy is so.... =.=". One thing. He loves to f*rt. Seriously. XD

Wassalam.


Oh. This is me and my PBL group members(sis). We had our community service during our first week of block 4. It was quite okay I guess. But we really had so much fun! And now, thinking of our next community service. Where would that be eh? ;-)

My my... there's so many grammatical mistakes.
But...
Who cares?
As long as I can understand. =P

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Mereka yang Syahid...

Salam'alaykum wbt...

Semalam kita di kejutkan dengan berita tanah runtuh dekat Rumah Anak Yatim di Hulu Langat. Kesian sungguh dengan diorang. Di katakan 13 orang telah syaheed di sana. Dan 3 orang lagi hilang. Semoga Allah ketemukan mereka dalam keadaan selamat. Semuanya adalah dari ketentuan Allah swt.

Korang tahu tak betapa Afdalnya anak yatim..?? Anak yatim adalah anugerah dari allah swt kepada kita. Anak yatim sangat mulia di sisi allah swt. Rasulullah saw sendiri juga seorang anak yatim. Anak yatim adalah asbab kepada kita utk beramal. Kita boleh bersedekah. Nasib mereka memang Allah telah tentukan begini. Sebenarnya mereka tidak mengharap pun kasih sayang dari kita. Kerana mereka tahu dunia itu kejam. Tapi, kita sebagai orang awam sebaiknya memberi kasih sayang kepada mereka. Letakkan tangan kita di atas kepada anak yatim ni sudah cukup untuk di ampunkan dosa kita.

“Barang siapa yang membelai kepala anak yatim kerana Allah SWT, maka baginya kebaikan yang banyak daripada setiap rambut yang diusap.”


~ bersyukurlah dengan nasib kita sekarang.

Dikatakan dalam quran, sebanyak 23 kali di sebutkan perkataan yatim. Kalau boleh kita cuba menghulurkan tangan untuk bantu mereka. Kita takkan rugi. Kerana di situ ada Janji Allah swt dan Rasulullah saw.

Sebaik-baik rumah ialah rumah orang Islam yang ada di dalamnya anak-anak yatim diasuh dengan baik dan sebaliknya seburuk-buruk rumah adalah rumah orang-orang Islam yang ada anak yatim tetapi tetapi tidak dijaga dengan baik.

Ancaman Allah swt jika kita buat benda yang tak baik dengan anak yatim. Di antara dosa dosa Besar adalah Apabila kita makan harta Anak Yatim. Harta anak yatim ni afdal.

Jangan demikian, (sebenarnya kata- kata kamu itu salah). Bahkan (perbuatan kamu wahai orang-orang yang hidup mewah, lebih salah lagi kerana) kamu tidak memuliakan anak yatim, (malah kamu menahan apa yang Dia berhak menerimanya) Surah Adh-Dhuha Ayat 9

Jgn lah terlalu kedekut sehingga nak derma singgit pun tak boleh. Allah akan balas anda 10 kali lebih besar dari apa yang di dermakan. Dan jgn pula kita mengharapkan balasan dunia. Harapan kita adalah balasan di akhirat.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud: “Tidak ada suatu pagi yang dilalui oleh seorang hamba kecuali dua malaikat turun. Satu daripadanya berkata: Ya Allah, berilah ganti orang yang berinfak (dermawan). Malaikat yang satu lagi berkata: Ya Allah, berilah kehancuran bagi orang yang kedekut.” (Hadis riwayat Bukhari, Muslim dan Ahmad dari Abu Hurairah)

credit to: http://nafeeskata.com/

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Alhamdulillah Ya Rabbi~!

Salam'alaykum wbt.

Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... Terlalu banyak nikmat yang Allah berikan sampai ke suatu tahap rasa macam mengucapkan syukur tu masih lagi tak cukup untuk meluahkan rasa kesyukuran atas segala nikmat yang Allah limpahkan. Sungguh... Allah Maha Pemurah! Andai manusia menyedari betapa banyaknya nikmat yang Allah berikan, pasti kalimah "Alhamdulillah", dan "Allahuakbar" takkan lekang dari ucapan di bibir dan juga fikir.

Hari ni, result blok-3 diumumkan. Walaupun tak melihat dengan mata sendiri lagi, tapi dikhabarkan semua sisters pass exam blok-3. Alhamdulillah... Segala penat jerih, pening kepala, tangisan yang mengalir kerana stress, rasa berbayar... Tapi ana sedar. Kejayaan yang Allah kurniakan pada diri ini BUKAN atas usaha diri sendri tapi atas sebab Allah nak bagi. Semuanya nikmat dari Allah. Bahkan kalau Allah tak bagi nikmat, kita nak usaha bukak buku pun tak mampu, kan? Dan akhirnya, Allah yang menentukan segala-galanya. Dan Alhamdulillah... Rasa nak menangis pun ada. Terharu atas segala-galanya.


Dan hari ini juga, anak saudara sulung telah selamat dilahirkan. Alhamdulillah... Dilahirkan secara sihat dan normal pada pukul 10.10 pagi tadi dengan berat 2.9kg. Nama yang diilhamkan adalah Shah Adam Fadly bin ShahRiza Fadly. Heheh~ Sangat comel... InsyaAllah, kalau takda aral yang melintang, akan menerbangkan diri ke Sg.Petani untuk berjumpa dengan anak saudara sulung yang diberi nama panggilan Adam. Tak sabar... =D Rasa terlebih excited macam dapat anak sendiri ja... Tapi normal kot? Sebab anak saudara sulung... Huhuh~ Alhamdulillah... (^_^)

Mujahid Da'wah Ilallah sudah menjejak Bumi:
Shah Adam Fadly bin Shah Riza Fadly


Nyenyak tidur~ (^_^)

Namun begitu... hari ini keadaan diri tak berapa sihat... Sebenarnya dah beberapa hari... Maka umi dan ayah membawa ana untuk berjumpa dengan optometrist untuk mengetahui keadaan selanjutnya. Ternyata keadaan di Malaysia yang diserang dengan cuaca yang panas memberi kesan yang buruk kepada ana menyebabkan mata tak tahan dengan silauan lalu memaksa diri untuk membuat cermin mata baru jenis transition untuk mengurangkan kadar silauan yang memasuki mata. Terbanglah duit yang agak banyak juga... Kesian dekat umi dan ayah... Haih... Nak buat macam mana... Ana dulu berdegil nak pakai cermin mata. Sekarang, terpaksalah terima bahananya... =.="


Apa pun, Alhamdulillah sangat2... Ya Rabbi... Allah Maha Pemurah... Kalaulah manusia sedar bahawa Allah sering memberikan nikmat kepada kita... Bahkan setiap saat! Macam mana tu? Ha, cuba rasa degupan jantung antum. Agak2 kalau Allah tak bagi nikmat untuk jantung kita berdegup, kita masih dapat hidup lagikah? Dan pabila sudah meninggalkan dunia, atas rahmat Allah jugalah kita dapat masuk syurga. Kerana apa? Kerana andai kita nak masuk syurga berlandaskan amal kita sahaja, takkan termampu untuk masuk syurga kerana amal kita terlalu sedikit kalau nak dibandingkan dengan rahmat Allah... Tapi still, tingkatkan amal kerana mereka yang baik amalnya, Allah menjanjikan syurga buatnya di akhirat kelak! InsyaAllah, Ameen...


Maka, jom ramai2 kita jaga amal kita! Jangan kata NAK ja tapi TAK usaha... Kita kena usaha sedaya upaya, semampu yang boleh. Semoga ana dan antum semua dapat menjadi penghuni Jannatul Firdausi! Ameen...

Wallahua'lam.
Wassalam.